http://www.trans-ponder.com en-us ℗ & © 2008 Mila Rowan & Jayna Rowan Transgender Life in the Trenches Mila and Jayna Transponder is an internet radio show for those considering, seeking to begin, or in the process of gender transition, and for those allies who wish to learn more about us, or lend support to the transgender community. Our podcast shares our experiences and insights as well as those of others we meet. We hope to put a positive face upon our community as we connect with, and entertain our audience. Stay tuned for information about transition, transsexual experience, gender-queer in the public, hormones effects, surgery and surgical options, LGBT news, sex changes, intersex conditions and more! Transponder is an internet radio show for those considering, seeking to begin, or in the process of gender transition, and for those allies who wish to learn more about us, or lend support to the transgender community. Our podcast shares our experiences and insights as well as those of others we meet. We hope to put a positive face upon our community as we connect with, and entertain our audience. Stay tuned for information about transition, transsexual experience, gender-queer in the public, hormones effects, surgery and surgical options, LGBT news, sex changes, intersex conditions and more! Mila Rowan mila@genopunk.com no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 77 - Truth, Justice, and the Transamerican way In Episode 77 - It seems that Brenda (episode 75) just couldn't let us leave Vegas without stalking us all the way back to California and taking up valuable couch space! But we talk about truthfulness, passing privilege - how it is granted by society, why trans men have it and why trans women want it! tolerance versus acceptance, and the future enemy for the trans community, Atlanteans! Leave us a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode077.mp3 26 Aug 2008 12:02:35 GMT 00:57:06 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 76 - Viva Les Vegas In Episode 76 - Soup? Or Sexy Transsexuals? Both! In Les Vegas. Yes that Les is for Lesbian, but you already knew that. In this episode we talk about our trip to Les Vegas, and all the cool things that happened in the 109 degree weather. We speak of the Star Trek Experience that is closing down next month, and we party with the good people at the freaknetwork.com and the infamous Mark and Fausto, invade their hotel room, get them drunk, and steal the opening to their show! We also do a little math on the APA report on Trans people. Can there really only be 12.5 trans-men in San Francisco? To top is all off, we get a voicemail from Anonymous Lucy”, and get some good news. Leave us a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode076.mp3 21 Aug 2008 12:02:35 GMT 01:14:25 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 75 - Brentacular Brenda In Episode 75 - Brenda invades our hotel room in Las Vegas (with out invite of course). We talk about religious views, faith, her transition, the wonders of Vegas, and have a brief visit by Rebbecca Nay. This episode is smothered in Awesome Sauce. Leave us a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode075.mp3 18 Aug 2008 12:02:35 GMT 01:12:35 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 74 - Covert Corporate Kryptonite In Episode 74 - The lovely girls at trans-ponder discuss the issues Jayna encountered at her last job, we discuss the issues of covert discrimination and how many trans people are indirectly made to feel unwelcome at their workplace, take voicemails from Marina and Zilla two of our favorite podcasting brethren. Leave us a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode074.mp3 16 Aug 2008 22:02:35 GMT 01:10:51 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 73 - Axes and Allies In Episode 73 - We discuss our getting the annual health exam, review Crush Planet's Gender Blender, being a trans ally, trans-ponder forum being open and up, and much much more. Leave us a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode073.mp3 09 Aug 2008 23:02:35 GMT 01:01:25 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 72 - What If... In Episode 72 - We take voicemails from Marina and Trina. And consider the What If emails that we got from listeners. What if one of us detransitioned? If born natal female would we have the same interests? Leave us a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode072.mp3 05 Aug 2008 11:02:35 GMT 00:53:49 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 71 - This Trans-American Life : Left Out In Episode 71 - What happens when one reporter goes to the SF Left Out Party with a tape recorder and an agenda to discover the truth. Roving reporter goes deep into the left out party amd even gets an interview with a member of HRC. What will the Left Out Party tell us about the future? Leave a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode071.mp3 29 Jul 2008 16:54:35 GMT 00:28:34 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 70 - Rebecca Nay Returns In Episode 70 - we get a 2nd round with Rebecca Nay from Trannywreck Radio. Ex-mormon trans woman; we discuss podcasting and the upcoming portable new media expo, profiteering, the freak network, corsets, and goof off a lot! Leave a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode070.mp3 29 Jul 2008 15:54:35 GMT 01:00:18 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 69 - Happy Trans-Ponder-iversary! In Episode 69 - we get many happy trans-ponder-iversary messages, we discuss how and why we started trans-ponder, discuss changes in our lives over the last year, and Mila discusses her weekend conference Leave a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode069.mp3 26 Jul 2008 11:54:35 GMT 00:44:54 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 68 - Back to Basics2: Electric Boogaloo In Episode 68 - we continue to discuss listener suggested transition topics including: disclosing to spouses and children, coming out at work, surgical issues, take email from bernie and discuss keeping grounded and avoiding bitterness and angriness with a world that often seems hostile to us, and a great voicemail from Sharon Kathy Jo where we discuss body hair removal and therapist time issues. Leave a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode068.mp3 21 Jul 2008 11:19:35 GMT 01:44:03 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 67 - Back to Basics In Episode 67 - we discuss listener requested topics of hair issues, therapy, age appropriate presentation. We also take an email from a super awesome anonymous femme lesbian listener and plug YouTube Sarah's collaborate YouTube channel and the webcomic gogobreakfast dot com. Leave a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode067.mp3 13 Jul 2008 17:19:35 GMT 01:34:09 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 66 - Interview with the Serano In Episode 65 um I mean 66 - we chat with the wonderful Julia Serano, author of Whipping Girl, A Transsexual woman on sexism and the scapegoating of femininity. Leave a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode066.mp3 07 Jul 2008 20:19:35 GMT 01:22:49 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 65 - Trans-Atlantic Get Together In Episode 65 - We chat it up with two wonderful Brits, who tell us just how Awesome our Sauce is. Tomb Raider Sarah and Sci-fi Susan let us know how to navigate the system across the pond, where to find the hottest night clubs that no longer exist, and why they love SF pride! Stay tunes for the inside skinny, and learn what the NHS really stands for. Leave a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode065.mp3 05 Jul 2008 20:19:35 GMT 01:18:12 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 64 - We talk about trans march, dyke march and the entire pride weekend!It was AWESOME SAUCE! and now we miss it very much. In Episode 64 - We talk about trans march, dyke march and the entire pride weekend! It was AWESOME SAUCE! and now we miss it very much. Leave a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode064.mp3 01 Jul 2008 20:19:35 GMT 01:01:28 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 63 - We get awesome music from Devi! We also get a voicemail from both Marvin and Anonymous. Discuss trans films we saw at the film festival and a bunch of random issues In Episode 63 - We get awesome music from Devi! We also get a voicemail from both Marvin and Anonymous. Discuss trans films we saw at the film festival and a bunch of random issues. Leave a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode063.mp3 26 Jun 2008 20:19:35 GMT 01:24:23 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 62 - Mila's notHRC job, AMA and transsexuality as 'medical condition', and trans sexuality In Episode 62 - we talk about Mila's job that brought us to San Francisco, the AMA and transsexuality as a disorder, take voicemails and emails, and discuss sexual preferences. Leave a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode062.mp3 20 Jun 2008 18:49:35 GMT 01:25:32 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 61 - Moving Mayhem, Female Fathers, and Neverending Nuptials In Episode 61 - we talk moving to the SF bay area, how we spent fathers day, take a voicemail from A-Nony-Mouse and Seth, and speak of the CA Gay weddings! Did I mention canon foder? Leave a Voicemail at 1-320-323-1896 http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode061.mp3 17 Jun 2008 16:49:35 GMT 01:02:53 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 60 - Birthweeks, Bitterness, Baffrooms, Books, and the Bay In Episode 60 - we talk about Jayna's birthweek, Jayna's bout of bittnerness, a listener's experience with bathroom justice, books, and our move to the bay area. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode060.mp3 10 Jun 2008 16:49:35 GMT 01:25:07 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 59 - Identity Wars In Episode 59 - we talk about cis-sexisim, distrust of gate keepers, Politics of passing, and hear a follow up voicemail from Trina the misogynist transwoman. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode059.mp3 02 Jun 2008 12:49:35 GMT 01:23:35 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 58 - fear mongering, transwomen's issues, memes and dogma In Episode 58 - we talk about fear mongering commercials in Colorado, gender expectations, feminism and its issues with transfolk, memes, and dogma http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode058.mp3 28 May 2008 12:49:35 GMT 01:38:41 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 57 - Married with Trans Style! In Episode 57 - we talk about getting married, our upcoming move to the bay area, interviewing for jobs, male privilege and female privilege, and voicemail from I LOVE LARD podcast's Marina http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode057.mp3 23 May 2008 10:49:35 GMT 01:22:50 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 56 - Some kinda gay married thing In Episode 56 - we talk about marrying as a same sex couple, our makeup consultations, and Blanchards self defense statement http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode056.mp3 19 May 2008 10:41:35 GMT 01:10:15 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 55 - Trans Role Models In Episode 55 - we talk about being considered role models, our role models, and role models and icons within the trans community http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode055.mp3 15 May 2008 12:41:35 GMT 01:19:40 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 54 - Buckets and Ladles In Episode 54 - we take a look at the DSM-V and the horror or Zucker and Blanchard, HRC and the apology conspiracy, P.B.S. and post orchi body changes! AND SO MUCH MORE!!!! http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode054.mp3 12 May 2008 16:41:35 GMT 00:56:23 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 53 - Interview with Andrea James In Episode 53 - we take a voice mail from Mr. Jimmy155 and then we interview some gal named Andrea James. Apparently she was in Transamerica, Transamerican Love Story, does some rather famous (at least to us M2Fs) voice coaching DVDs, and built an enormous website called TS Roadmap. She is also involved in TransYouth Family Allies. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode053.mp3 07 May 2008 16:41:35 GMT 00:54:01 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 52 - Interview with Vicki Kolakowski, candidate for Superior Court Judge In Episode 52 - We interview the candidate for California Superior Court Judge of Alameda County, Vicki Kolakowski, who is currently an administrative law judge, on the board of directors for TLC, and all around community involved! http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode052.mp3 02 May 2008 16:41:35 GMT 00:51:20 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 51 - Tranny, Know Thyself! In Episode 51 - We take voicemails from beth, marina, peterson, and marvin and emails, discuss self acceptance and knowing yourself, and just a bunch of random musings in general http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode051.mp3 30 Apr 2008 10:41:35 GMT 01:23:51 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 50 - Kinder, Gentler Bureaucrats? In Episode 50 - We talk about Jayna's trip to social security and unemployment and the ease of getting a gender marker changed at California DMV. We also get voicemails and answer emails http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode050.mp3 22 Apr 2008 10:41:35 GMT 01:00:15 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 49 - Interview with Jim Howley In Episode 49 - We interview Jim Howley! A transmale who participated in Sex Change Hospital and Transamerican Love Story is writing a book and is featured in a photo exhibit at the LA Gay and Lesbian Center http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode049.mp3 17 Apr 2008 11:13:35 GMT 01:00:32 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 48 - The Mila Chronicles In Episode 48 - In contrast to Jayna's 'My So Called Male Life' we talk about Mila's only growing up and her GID issues in childhood http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode048.mp3 15 Apr 2008 11:13:35 GMT 01:14:24 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 47 - There are worse things that could happen In Episode 47 - we talk about the surgical ban in Thailand, gender markers on applications and background checks, disclosure issues, getting laid off, and all the awesome new reviews! http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode047.mp3 10 Apr 2008 13:13:35 GMT 01:13:47 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 46 - Totally youTubular (well almost) In Episode 46 - in this episode we have a 4 way conversation with Sarah(from YouTube) and Sarah(not from YouTube). We get into a conversation about ex-boyfriends, genderqueer, and Mila's separation issues. We also have an exclusive voice-male from Jimmy155, HRC, and a lesson on voice from TrannyWreck radio. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode046.mp3 07 Apr 2008 13:13:35 GMT 00:36:39 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder RAW (46b) on location with Karen, and Sarah(s) in Lavender Heights In Trans-Ponder RAW (46b)- we do an onsite recording on the back porch on the Sacramento Gay and Lesbian Center, and hang out at a local bar with loud music. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode046b.mp3 07 Apr 2008 13:00:35 GMT 00:16:32 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 45 - Trannier Than Thou and Trans Fats In Episode 45 - In this podcast we discuss trangender fundamentalism, and fat redistribution. We talk about our exersise habits, and have fun with our new Trans-Ally Roving Reporter from NYC. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode045.mp3 02 Apr 2008 13:13:35 GMT 01:32:22 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 44 - The FINAL EPISODE? (April Fools!) In Episode 44 - This is it. We got some news from HRC that changes everything. We will tell you why, this may be the FINAL EPISODE? http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode044.mp3 01 Apr 2008 13:13:35 GMT 00:15:41 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 43 - Boy Oh Boi In Episode 43 - we talk about FtMs, transgender behavior in the cisgendered, and pillow Jayna . http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode043.mp3 26 Mar 2008 13:13:35 GMT 01:11:30 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 42 - Addictive Annies, Humorous Helens, and Negative Nellies In Episode 42 - we talk about smoking and online games, keeping a sense of humor in transition, negative nellies, Calpernia's song stunning being premiered on a music related podcast Beautiful Noise Broadcast, and some general usual silliness. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode042.mp3 22 Mar 2008 13:13:35 GMT 00:50:19 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 41 - transnature, transnurture, transmanure In Episode 41 - we talk and b.s. about nature and nurture at the Mather support group meeting with roving reporter Karen. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode041.mp3 19 Mar 2008 13:13:35 GMT 00:40:38 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 40 - Fantastic Fabulous Forty, Finaly Female In Episode 40 - we talk about Jayna's Birth Certificate, Jahna Steel Passing away, TransAmerican Love Story, The Desicion making process of going on HRT, and why Mila's brother won't talk to her. We also have a little midnight Trans-sylvanian Theater. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode040.mp3 15 Mar 2008 13:13:35 GMT 01:02:04 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder 39 - Great Unrealistic Expectations In Episode 39 - we revisit the topic of Lesbian acceptance, and express our views on personal relationships. We talk about Jayna's recent experience with her mother's newfound interest in her transition, and talk about Mila's venture back into Comic Book Society. Close off with some listener mail and a discussion of expectations of beauty. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode039.mp3 11 Mar 2008 13:13:35 GMT 01:15:52 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 38- Electro Laser Lesbos In Episode 38 - we talk about Mila starting (re-starting?) electrolysis and compare it to laser removal. We also talk about Jayna's hang-ups with being identified as lesbian. We also talk about Daly City's Catholic Hospital refusing breast implants to a post-operative transwoman and people pulling their children from public schools so they cannot learn that tolerance for LGBT thing. Don't take away our right to teach our kids to hate!? http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode038.mp3 06 Mar 2008 13:13:35 GMT 01:16:59 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 37- Blanchard and Bailey's Canadian Cream In Episode 37 - We talk about the ftm camp counselor and listener Ted shared this article on ftm Reverend Drew Phoenix. We also discuss the Blanchard model, J. Michael Bailey and autogynephilia and homosexual transsexualism and why it causes so much outrage, and oh yeah.... HERE We also discuss Brain Sex a book not about transsexualism that in the end kind of does talk about transsexualism. We also discuss the post-mortem reports on transsexuals located and the results. We also discuss the concept of transsexuals as perverts and how people project horrid sexual motivations onto a personal issue that is entirely NOT motivated by anything remotely sexual. In fact we talk about whether or not transsexuals are expected to be "non-sexual" beings because of the stigma attached to us. As a correction when Mila mentions the "younger transitioners" as identifying as "autogynephilic" she means "homosexual". . http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode037.mp3 01 Mar 2008 13:13:35 GMT 01:14:19 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 36 - Preconceptions, Justice, and Naked Pictures In Episode 36- We talk about our fantastic weekend celebrating Mila's birthday, preconceptions, trans-justice, trans-porn. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode036.mp3 25 Feb 2008 13:13:35 GMT 01:17:31 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 35 - Are we human yet? In Episode 35- We discuss racisim in the trans community, and A few Articles including “We ran out of Pizza” , “Broward FL”, “The Cardinal”, “Police Sex Offender”. We also play a voice mail and address some e-mails. Mila Talks about her experiences trying to get life insurance. We also talk about our listener Alex, who was recently featured in a news article with his family. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode035.mp3 19 Feb 2008 13:13:35 GMT 01:11:49 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 34 - Interview w/ the lovely and successful Kimberli In Episode 34 we interview the lovely and successful Kimberli, who was the first African American woman to be featured on Lynn Conway's site. Stealth for 20 years, she tells the tale of her transition, and delivers a powerful message to the transgender community about not giving up, and following your dreams. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode034.mp3 14 Feb 2008 13:13:35 GMT 00:42:57 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 33 - Body Confidential In Episode 33 We talk about disclosure of confidential information, and how 2 cops from Australia are in big trouble for doing just that. We examine the do’s and don’t of disclosing someone’s transgender status. We also address 2 listener questions regarding surgery and body image problems. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode033.mp3 10 Feb 2008 13:13:35 GMT 01:16:43 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 32 - Transgender Thought Crimes In Episode 32 we talk about transgender as a thought crime inspired by an article on Kuwait's new laws targeting transgender people. We also have a heated discussion about the haves and the have-nots when it comes to surgery. Vicki Davis' website can be reached here: http://vickiedavis.blogspot.com/ We also discuss the limits of empathy and make mention of the monkeysphere. Also we talk about the missing episodes 12, 18, and 20. BTW; I just restored episode 12 in original mint condition without the discussed editing. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode032.mp3 04 Feb 2008 13:13:35 GMT 01:20:12 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 31 - About Face In Episode 31 we talk about Jayna's FFS surgery, including and interview with Doctor Spiegel. We talk about the trials and tribulations of going through a major surgery, and give a step by step account of our journey. In addition we respond to a few listener voice-mails, and rant about the cold weather in Boston. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode031.mp3 27 Jan 2008 13:13:35 GMT 01:14:40 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 30 - Post Orchi and Transgenderosity In Episode 30 we get a little post orchi psychosis and talk about our experience under the knife. Mila explains why her complications caused a whole lot of trouble in the operating room, and Jayna sooths us with her complication free surgery. We also read two really sweet listeners e-mails, and talk about the wonders of ice packs. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode030.mp3 12 Jan 2008 13:13:35 GMT 00:41:33 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 29 - My So Called Male Life In Episode 29 we talk about Susan Stanton and her statements about the trans community. We also listen to a listener voice mail and talk about the new Zen Punk Radio! To ice the cake, Jayna spills the beans about her pre-transition life. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode029.mp3 09 Jan 2008 13:13:35 GMT 01:06:29 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 28 - Interview with Calpernia Addams In episode 28 - During an abrupt snow storm, we decide to call LA, and speak with someone who has warmer weather, oh, and it just happens to be Calpernia Addams. Calpernia will star in the upcoming TV show, Trans-American Love Story, February 2008. Get more details at www.calpernia.com http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode028.mp3 05 Jan 2008 13:13:35 GMT 00:33:51 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, sex change, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 27 - Time Marches On In episode 27 we talk about the past year in our personal lives, and in the transgender community, and address a listener's question about elder transition. We also address a question about legal name changes, and when they are appropriate. For some reason, Mila rambles on about her surgery dreams, and Jayna makes resolutions for the new year that she is sure to keep. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode027.mp3 01 Jan 2008 13:13:35 GMT 01:19:37 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 26 - Now with 100% MSG FREE EQUIPMENT, are we differnt people after transition, and making trans-money In Episode 26 , we talk about our new podcasting setup, take voicemails, talk about whether we BECOME different people by transitioning, and the ethics involved in making money from your transgender status. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode026.mp3 30 Dec 2007 13:13:35 GMT 01:30:01 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 25 - She's a Boy I knew an interview with Gwen Haworth In Episode 25 , we interview Canadian film maker Gwen Haworth about her film She's a Boy I knew, currently making the film festival rounds http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode025.mp3 28 Dec 2007 13:13:35 GMT 00:36:09 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 24 - Getting Vocal In Episode 24 , we revealed all the secrets of the universe and then Mila accidentally deleted them. We are too lazy to try and recover the files so we just decided to do an episode on voice and trans snake oil sales and all out bad advice. Also Marina from I Love Lard calls in and corrects us on mis-using her name. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode024.mp3 19 Dec 2007 11:39:35 GMT 01:17:29 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 23 - Maybe it's Spiritual, Maybe it's Maybelline In episode 23 In our podcast we take a voicemail from Marlina on ilovelard.com, we thank some listeners and give shout-outs, discuss Mila's positive conversation with her brother, post-op psychosis, is it possible to over-talk about transition, and talk about SRS/GRS.... Maybe it's Spiritual, Maybe it's Maybelline. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode023.mp3 16 Dec 2007 11:39:35 GMT 01:20:53 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 22 - Ma'am, we can't find your uterus! In episode 22 we talk about Mila's intersex resolution and her ultrasound misadventure; as well as her coping with surviving emotional abuse; We also talk about 18 month HRT development and general updates. We also share Ben Hudson's monologue from Transgender Day of Remembrance in Sacramento. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode022.mp3 12 Dec 2007 11:39:35 GMT 01:39:35 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones, GLBT, LGBT, gender-queer, intersex no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 21 - losing friendships, orchi consult In episode 21,we talk about losing friendship, including Mila's recent encounter with someone who cast aside their friendship because of her transition. We also give the story of our orchi consultation misadventures http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode021.mp3 4 Dec 2007 11:39:35 GMT 01:21:01 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 20 - emails, employment, eggshells, and I'm TG...now What?! In Episode 20 - In this episode, we read off some recent emails (including the one that made Jayna cry), banter about employment issues, walking on eggshells, and I'm TG....Now What?! The episode is longer than usual; but hey, we were having too much fun to quit. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode020.mp3 28 Nov 2007 11:39:35 GMT 01:23:25 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 19 - Transgender Bible Heroes-interview w/ Peterson Toscano In Episode 19 - we interviewed Peterson Toscano a playwright, thespian, ex-ex-gay survivor, and all around fun and entertaining genderqueer person! We had a lot of fun in this podcast talking about gender in the bible, transgender figures, eunuchs, gay/transgender/queer historical figures (and 'claiming' them), reparitive therapy, and genderqueer. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode019.mp3 21 Nov 2007 08:39:35 GMT 01:02:17 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 18 - Male Privelage, Karen's Rant, NPEs, Closeted HRT In Episode 18 we have a new rant from Karen! We also talk about further loss of male privelage, and how this is affecting Jayna at work. We give a PSA aobut NPE's and the gender changing fish! Finally we address a few concerns about taking hormones while in the closet! http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode018.mp3 12 Nov 2007 16:39:35 GMT 01:00:28 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 17 - Gendercator, More Intersexed, and Surgery Updates In Episode 17 we talk about the personal tragedy in our local community, what happened with ENDA, discuss infant inter-sexed surgeries, and speak of the dreaded GENDERCATOR. Also, if you want to fight evil today, please keep you pants on! http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode017.mp3 09 Nov 2007 16:39:35 GMT 00:57:54 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 16 - FFS, Religion, and Support Group Burnouts In Episode 16 we talk about FFS, transgender ministers, support group burnout, Transgender day of Rememberance, and a few updates about our personal lives. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode016.mp3 06 Nov 2007 18:39:35 GMT 01:10:12 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 15 - Scott, GLBT Remembrance and Questions In Episode 15 we talk to Jayna's home town friend Scott, to get an outside view of her transition. We also welcome back roving reporter Karen Savage with a report on the day of remembrance in Sacramento. Finally we answer a question from Mila's Mailbag, on later transition. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode015.mp3 24 Oct 2007 12:39:35 GMT 00:52:32 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 14 - Parents and Orchi In Episode 14 we talk about Jayna's family, and their reactions after the change. We read some fan letters from our listeners, and we talk about surgical procedures. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode014.mp3 18 Oct 2007 12:39:35 GMT 01:05:05 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 13.5 - KVMR re-broadcast -National Coming Out Day Episode 13.5 is a re-broadcast of our appearance on Public Planet - on KVMR, 10/11/2007. We were broadcast live on 89.5FM in Nevada City, CA, to promote PFLAG and participate in national coming out day. This show is re-broadcast with permission from our hosts at KVMR. Though not our standard show, it is a very interesting look at GLBT issues. We are joined by 3 women from a local PFLAG chapter, who share more insight into coming out and the GLBT. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode013b.mp3 11 Oct 2007 18:39:35 GMT 00:53:25 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 13 redux - Voicemail, De-Transition, and Legal Action A 13th Episode is ready! This is a redux of our 13th episode, after reording problems and health complication cause the first recording to disapear. In this episode we introduce our new voicemail line, and talk about de-transition, scottsdale legislation, , more ENDA updates, and our upcoming Radio Show for comming out day. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode013.mp3 10 Oct 2007 15:39:35 GMT 00:52:03 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 12 - Intersex and ENDA Our 12th Episode is our most outspoken episode to date. We talk about Mila's possible interesex condition, and argue about the new version of ENDA that strips transgender rights! http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode012.mp3 04 Oct 2007 06:59:35 GMT 00:58:32 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 11 - FtM issues with filmaker Dani Our 11th Episode is up and ready for listening!We interview Dani, an FtM filmaker from Portland. We reflect of the similarities and differences in his transitions, and the obsicals he still faces in daily life. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode011.mp3 27 Sep 2007 06:59:35 GMT 01:04:11 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 10 -Rebbecca Nay of Trannywreck.com and Cindy Jones of The Squirrel Cage Our 10th Episode is up and ready for listening! We interview Rebbecca Nay of Trannywreck Radio. Also we have a new segment from Karen, our roving reporter, as she interviews Cindy Jones, author of "The Squirrel Cage". http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode010.mp3 20 Sep 2007 15:10:35 GMT 01:19:02 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 9 -HIV, Hospitals, and CNN's derogitory headline In our 9th Episode, we talk about HIV, Hospital admission for TS and CD women, and CNN's derogitory headline! http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode009.mp3 13 Sep 2007 15:10:35 GMT 01:07:42 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 8 -Interview with Maddie Blaustein In our 8th Episode, we interview Maddie Blaustein, a voice actor and stand up comic, most known for her work as Meowth on Pokemon http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode008.mp3 6 Sep 2007 12:10:35 GMT 00:55:33 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 7 -Gender Binary, Bathrooms, Cross Dressing, and Interview with Heather In our Seventh Episode, we interview Heather, a local CA TS woman, we also talk about gender binary, bathrooms, and Cross Dressers. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode007.mp3 30 Aug 2007 11:10:35 GMT 01:08:55 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 6 - Interview with Marti Abernathey In our Sixth Episode, we interview Marti Abernathey, the web mistress for Transadvocate.com. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode006.mp3 27 Aug 2007 10:00:33 GMT 01:21:22 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 5 - Phobias and Questions In our Fifth Episode, we talk about trans-phobia, and answer a few personal questions from our listeners. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode005.mp3 20 Aug 2007 11:00:33 GMT 01:32:41 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 4 - w/ Karen S In our Fourth Episode, we go on location with Karen S., and talk to her about transition and the Real ID Act Towm Hall. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode004.mp3 14 Aug 2007 11:00:33 GMT 00:45:09 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Episode 3 - Stealth In our Third Episode, we talk about our expereince with Comming out at Work, Stealth Vs Passing, and Transgender Community. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode003.mp3 13 Aug 2007 22:12:33 GMT 01:18:36 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 2 - Journey Home In our Second Episode, we talk about Mila's trip back to see here family for the first time after transition, as well as give an overview of the physical and mental changes that we have experienced in the first year of transition. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode002.mp3 5 Aug 2007 22:12:33 GMT 01:29:46 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no Mila and Jayna Trans-Ponder Ep 1 - Lets get Started Transponder is a podcast for those considering, seeking to begin, or in the process of gender transition, and for those who wish to learn more about us, or lend support to the transgender community. Our podcast will attempt to share our own experiences and insights as well as those of others we happen to meet. We hope to put a positive face upon our community as we connect with, and hopefully entertain, our audience. http://www.trans-ponder.com/episodes/episode001.mp3 26 Jul 2007 22:12:33 GMT 01:00:27 transgender, transsexual, transexual, gender, m2f, f2m, sacramento, gender, transition, hormones no